Sameera, I am at a loss what to say to you.
I was in tears when I read this post,my heart goes out to you.
We have followed your posts with Zahzu through all the rough times she encountered in her short life. You always gave her the best you could, it was so obvious how much you loved her.
You were such a great mum to her and loved her so much, may you both be reunited one day.
All my thoughts and love are with you.
Caroline.