Well, I promised to be honest, and honest I will be.
I started smoking again while on the cruise. The friend that I took with me smokes, and we (how do I say this?) - Well, we partied like rock stars! It was a lot of fun. I was stupid enough to think that I would be able to quit again instantly upon returning. I have not been smoking much, but I definitely have been. I'm sorry to let you guys down. And myself. But I will quit again, definitely. And soon. I proved something to myself earlier this month (that it is do-able). And next time around I will be more prepared.
To those of you who have quit, or are quitting - more power to you! I'm with ya (or will be with ya) soon!