Congrats Laurie, you have a lot of will power and stamina in order to have accomplished something this difficult kudos for you.(again old post but being a smoker had to read it)
Now,I have been smoking for 6 years now, ever since I was 13 (yeah, kids never make bets with your sister that you can smoke a cigarette for $5.) It has cost me so much money over the 6 years. I worked it out at one point and it came to an astonishing amount. Now, at pretty much 2 packs a day it has grown to an even higher amount.
Back then, it was most likely a trend of "being cool" that I got into when I was younger, but now it is a full fired addiction that I have tried for several years already to quit. Lately though, my life has been so busy and stressful the thought in my mind "nothing would be better right now than a cigarette" is in and out of my head constantly.
I've tried all the typical OTC ways of quitting, the patch (made me sick), the gum (tasted like sh*t and I can't stand chewing gum anyway lol) Tried prescription Nicotrol (didn't work), have listened to the "stop smoking by the time your finished with this" cds... I've tried almost everything. My last thought is to go to a laser treatment that we have here that is pretty welled praised for the success rate. They make you pay 200 dollars for the first round, and if you start smoking again the next treatments are free until you stop (now thats some customer service). It will just have to happen at a time when my mind and body are all at ease and not needing the habit anymore. When that will be idk, could be next week or a few years up the road.