To Kookers Mom, I an new to this forum and tonight i decided to read your story, it brought tears and tears to my eyes, I was so hart broken that the people at work could not understand why all of a sudden I was in tears. I am so sorry for your lost and just wish you all the best with the new baby. i do not have words ........... but my baby is 10 months old and i love him/her so much I will totally go crazy