Steve, although we don't "know" each other and I am but a recent addition to the site, I do wish that you would stay and still be an active member here.
Trust me when I tell you that it can help more than hurt because we are all here for you, too many of us have been in that very same boat and know only too well what it is you are going through and it SUCKS when you have to do it alone.
Take your time, grieve ... and come back stronger, there's a little Grey bundle out there somewhere that really needs a good home and loving dad ...