chezron

I was pissed at her for the last month of her life since late June until when she passed July 26th, 2011. She was trying to get ahold of me non stop, texts, calls, messages boards, e-mails, and I was being stupid and ignoring her. I don't even think she knew I was mad, I was being dumb. She wasn't getting the proper meds for her to get through dialysis. It turned out she was missing a lot of sessions. They should have been on her making sure she was going. I blame myself partly for not staying close. The weekend before she passed she was calling me asking if she could come down and. I was ignored her. Her sister called one day and I ignored that too. But my parents thought something was wrong. They called her sister to see what was going on and they found her slouched over in bed, looked asleep but she was dead. They didn't do a thorough autopsy because of her disease. I believe the final thing that got her was a heartattack from her blood not getting dialysized.