Thank you for all the support. I will always hold Butzi in my heart. I did get to hold him at the end. I sang his favorite song to him. A soft quiet version of "old McButzi had a farm". His version wasn't so quiet and included many animal sounds. I will miss him forever. One final note on Butzi, my husband came home with a new baby grey named Milo. Do you think I will learn to love him just as much as Butzi? He has a complete different personality. Buzti was happy, loud, and very independent. Milo is quiet and huggy. Butzi was my first grey.