Just like a family who doesn't have their own children reach out to adopt children who have no parents or had abusive parents, there are SCORES of loving bird owners, many like the ones on this board, who would ADORE and love your babies, much like yourself, even if they will never BE you... you just need to look in right places.... don't punish the babies you love so very much by prematurely ending their life because you are no longer there to be the sole person to care for them...